Love and other drugs

  Told you exactly how it hurt but it never made a difference I'm always seeking attention and making my problems bigger- that's how you see it Promised to always be there but you're the first to leave when shit comes crashing down You ask me to speak up, I bare my all and you leave me hanging. How the fuck do we even argue about my own feelings ???? Supposed to look right through me but you seem to look past me Told you exactly how I got done and you done did the same shit Telling me I feel way too much because you just dont feel enough I let you see me naked and hell even counted the scars with you You stroke my heart with them words and next minute you flipping I let you get inside my skin , live rent free in my mental Always tell me I'm too deep, you'd rather rent the physical Pretty hurts- now I know , you say them eyes always get you Try to make you see past the lure, the sexiness is laced in them words There's more to me than jus...

  Why am I even falling ???? You said you wouldn't catch me Why am I even calling ??? You keep your phone on silent Speaking on your behalf You let me assume, you never argue I sketch you into the picture You never asked to be a part of it I speak of us in plural But yours is a one man band You let me act a fool Got your homies thinking you're cool The room is hella red Flags everywhere I turn Know im supposed to run But the height makes my tummy burn The moment you say my name I forget the tears that stained my pillow Selling my soul for a one night show Telling myself your love for me will show By the time the curtains close All I see is your back Its now too late to say I should have known.