Falling for the same tricks You get used to the tempo Same words, different lyricist Maybe happiness doesn't exist Is it just for you though??? Seems others over that are way past . Hating my favourite songs now Every line has a memory tag on Forever is an illusion- time keeping never been your thing huh? Got me over analysing all the little things Traces of you linger in my present . Ultimate peace seems unattainable Second place feels safest - Never dealing with the bullshit Is it really???? Or I'm playing myself Could have never imagined A whole queen shrinking her crown . If only the feeling lasted longer Gripping only when we naked Feels like clothing is a mask for you Scares you thinking of anything beyond Continuously letting myself down Dimming my halo for the devil. Your actions repel emotion Why I hold on still - even I wonder Cant fix shit I didn't break Hell I'm broken by trying for you If only you'd see yourself in ...