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Falling for the same tricks
You get used to the tempo
Same words, different lyricist
Maybe happiness doesn't exist
Is it just for you though???
Seems others over that are way past .

Hating my favourite songs now
Every line has a memory tag on
Forever is an illusion- time keeping
never been your thing huh?
Got me over analysing all the little things
Traces of you linger in my present .

Ultimate peace seems unattainable
Second place feels safest -
Never dealing with the bullshit
Is it really???? Or I'm playing myself
Could have never imagined
A whole queen shrinking her crown .

If only the feeling lasted longer
Gripping only when we naked
Feels like clothing is a mask for you
Scares you thinking of anything beyond
Continuously letting myself down
Dimming my halo for the devil.

Your actions repel emotion
Why I hold on still - even I wonder
Cant fix shit I didn't break
Hell I'm broken by trying for you
If only you'd see yourself in my eyes
You'd trade your horns for wings.

I feel my ribcage cave in
Cant carry the weight in my heart
What I wouldn't do for you - nothing
What you do for me? Nothing.
Angels were never meant for demons
Now I know why.



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