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Waking Up

 



Emotions stay blinding
Binding us with the worst
When shit breaks that's when you realise
It wasnt a dime it was just a rock in grime.
No throne - that's for royalty , just a nigga
Tryna boost his ego rolling with a baddie.

Perception changes with the tides
True colours for long never hide.
Smart bitch dumbing it down for a nigga
But for how long because her actions are realer
Intelligence and feelings never mix
One will have you working on your knees.

Spending too much time between the sheets
Confuses the mind even if he cheats.
Gets you seeing imaginary potential
Girl you know it'll never be confidential.
Not him projecting his bullshit on you
Got you apologising for shit you ain't know.

Nudity over conversation
Forehead kisses erasing the sense from you
Forty five minutes over a lifetime
Why would you take crumbs over a scone.
As you sit and reminisce , it hits you
He was never IT, he could never be.

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