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Breaking Away

 


There are certain vibes or energy that we can never get back no matter how hard we try to recover from situations. Once certain lines are crossed there is no going back . It takes more than just action to move away from people or situations, it requires shifting your entire head space and redirecting it to the bigger picture which is mostly the reason why you are leaving or breaking away in the first place . 


Being stuck in a place where you no longer belong actually messes you up more than you know, the mental drain and the physical even - just feeling like you wanna bum all the time and then wake up and everything is different but it wont change until you decide to actually do something about it .
The worst is when you actually know you are settling and you deserve the world served on a silver platter but the fear that grips you when you think of the future is what holds you back more than anything.

I've been stuck in this zone for as long as I can remember and I usually justify it with the few nice moments out of a lifetime of doubts and sub standard attention here and there and little acts of someone trying to keep you looped in by the things .
I've been wanting to be true to myself for a really long time and I think this will be a great start and it will lead to more revelation and self preservation.

Breaking away is never easy because once you get used to something the idea of anything else that's not that scares you and this is why we end up just going through with it because we doubt that there can ever be anything better than where you're at .
I'm ready to take the jump now - head first, no parachute ready to dive in whatever it is awaits me in the future and I can proudly say it took me 3 years to get to this point but I'm ready and we finna move!!

Comments

  1. yourgirlchen11 October 2020 at 10:43

    Girl take that leap!!! I love that no matter how long it might take, we find a way out in the end.

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  2. QueenVee11 October 2020 at 15:41

    We only have one life after all ma❤

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