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Unicorns and Rainbows

 


Not everyone you encounter in your life is supposed to stay , in the present or future even. I believe after someone fulfills their purpose- be it a lesson or whatever they are meant to leave but some stay.

We usually get distracted (myself included) by trying to figure out why someone left, ignoring whatever else it is they brought into your life for a reason. I recently got to experience something amazing as a result of everything else that happened in the past - the heartbreaks,betrayal and loss. It made me appreciate "real time " things and bask in the feeling of beautiful moments.

His sole purpose in my life is making me feel. Most , if not all the things he says or does invokes feelings within me and its intense the fuck. Being a person good with words it sounds funny when I say I can't explain something . I can only explain how I feel it like not why and how in depth. I've come across different people and of course a lot of interaction comes with a whole array of different emotions but nothing close to these feelings.

The way you feel almost all the nice things with your eyes closed is how it feels, like when you come out the house on a cold day and close your eyes then feel the sun dance on your skin and warm you up. When you've had a long, hot day and you sit down and take a spoonful of strawberry froyo in your mouth and feel it melt on your tongue . The way you cuddle up with a blankie on the couch on a rainy day with a cup of coffee watching your favourite show or when you walk past someone whose scent reminds you of how the inside of your moms handbag smells.

If we were living in a fantasy I would see unicorns jumping over the rainbow everytime I look at him and watch him smile or when he looks at me and tells me I'm beautiful. My stomach gets warm and I realise that he brings out my emotions in a way noone else has ever done. He is warm and soft, he feels like home - gets me stripping down to basics naturally and I wouldn't trade these moments for nothing .

Xxx

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